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Morning reformer is cancelled so I'm alone setting up the studio

See an Ercol sofa on Freecycle that’s beautiful, starting the day in want, he sends me the dimensions and I realise I dont have a van and cant replace my landlords sofa, desire without use or ability, isnt that its way

Go back and forth again on my days plans at home and it rains and I feel woozy, low energy and lay on my bed until I have to go out, rain on the window and lightning

L has picked me three beautiful scented pink roses from their garden, two rocks from the Isle of Arran wrapped in a white napkin, I bring coconut blossom nectar, chatting on the sofa and C calls me on my way home to catch up as she walks home too

I'm nauseous from all the new foods returning today, get some anti acids and coconut water on my way to the evening opening. The other assistant emails to check if I’m going, we have lent works from the archive

I walk over from the tube station, wet white rose bushes over fences and white houses with black metal rimmed windows, gravel paths, lilac bushes still in flower